Shattered. Everyday.

He wanted no love

Just company

Just a prescence

Someone to gaze at him

infinitely

tempting when weed, limbs and vice city is offered in return

Love? It's obsession.

That's my confession session over.

Out to the one i love

Whoever you are

Oneday you might reveal yourself

Bang my head against the rock
liquid pours out
fills the crevices
heals the cracks
erodes

Ben said "it's cool to love someone that your parents and friends don't like." I say I hate the secrecy

Pat said "to have a man but not a boyfriend is the best way to be (because you don't have to consider anyone else)."

But what do you do when all you can feel is that one man's frequency vibrating on your heart out of time with it's beat??

Reachin...

"I'm in so much pain"

"I know how you feel" he said

Lots o Dots

u see yourself written on windows?

Monday, November 22, 2004

S

u see yourself written on windows?
SC

u see yourself written on windows?
SCR

u see yourself written on windows?
SCRA

u see yourself written on windows?

SCRAT

u see yourself written on windows?

SCRATC

u see yourself written on windows?

SCRATCH

u see yourself written on windows?

SCRATCHE

u see yourself written on windows?

SCRATCHED

u see yourself written on windows.

posted by green genes at 11:13 PM 0 comments

U see yourself written on windows.

Sunday, November 21, 2004

u see yourself written on windows.

SCRATCHED

u see yourself written on windows.

SCRATCHE

u see yourself written on windows.

SCRATCH

u see yourself written on windows.

SCRATC

u see yourself written on windows.

SCRAT

u see yourself written on windows.

SCRA

u see yourself written on windows.

SCR

u see yourself written on windows.

SC

u see yourself written on windows.

S

u see yourself written on windows?






posted by green genes at 11:05 PM 0 comments

Ley Lines revisted

Monday, November 22, 2004


m


me


men


men d


men do


men don


men don'


men don't


men don't l


men don't li


men don't lik


men don't like


men don't like c


men don't like ci


men don't like cir


men don't like circ


men don't like circl


men don't like circle


men don't like circles


but they do like curves


but they do like curve


but they do like curv


but they do like cur


but they do like cu


but they do like c


but they do like


but they do lik


but they do li


but they do l


but they do


but they d


but they


but the


but th


but t


but


bu


b



posted by green genes at 1:34 AM 0 comments

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

pen lines
pen lives
just for the sound
artistic

in every single sea
there's a hole

posted by green genes at 11:03 PM 0 comments

branch

Saturday, December 18, 2004

2nd hand
feel the life
the flow of attachment
pauses
thumbprints
bare
folded corners
marker (travel card, flyer, business card)
shadow of hands
tears
wrinkles
crinkles
creases
tears
scents
dust
hair
nails
holes
scratches
dents
blotches
lumps of wood
paper cuts
sound
sound
scratches of pen
flicker of pages
drop of book
reflection of light
tear
bend of spine
spine
wind
turning over a new leaf
turning over a new leaf
(spring leaf)
this is only the beginning
close of
open of
fingers rub against
pen drop
bleeed

[macro]

posted by green genes at 10:54 PM 0 comments

home/man

Saturday, December 18, 2004

run hands flat down walls
and rub off the paint
push fists through bricks
and let in the light
kiss the coolness warm with red lips
scratch the surface and collect splinters under nails
lay against and be lifted by flatness
press back into edges and sharpen the muscles

say "knock knock" and hear the echo

posted by green genes at 6:01 PM 0 comments

Net Me?

Thursday, December 23, 2004

"Joy is a net of Love by which you can catch souls"

Mother Teresa

posted by green genes at 2:39 PM 0 comments

Reminds me of Croydon

Some old relevance...

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

never deny the doodles
for they are your inner voice speaking


posted by green genes at 1:42 AM 0 comments

Patterns / Systems / Orderliness

History of Constellations

"Simon Patterson
[Turner Prize] Shortlisted: 1996
Patterson is fascinated by the information which orders our lives. He humorously dislocates and subverts sources of information such as maps, diagrams and constellation charts; one of his best known works is The Great Bear, in which he replaced the names of stations on the London Underground map with names of philosophers, film stars, explorers, saints and other celebrities. By transforming authoritative data with his own associations he challenges existing rationales."

www.tate.org.uk/britain/turnerprize/history/patterson.htm

dot-to-dot face

Fortunes from Freckles

dot-to-dot spider web

Kathryn Van Dyke's Maps of Possibilities

www.chrisashley.net/weblog/archives/week_2005_05_01.html

"2. Wander
Van Dyke's paintings are covered in a penciled web that doesn't necessarily have the logic of a spider's web. It's more dot-to-dot. It's like doodling. Begin at one point and connect it by line to another point, and so on. Vary the length of lines, make them closer and further from each other, and build little networks of lines projecting from or circling around a particular point. Slowly a structure starts to build. Make it up as you go along. It's the search for a structure, and a way to cover the entire surface. Balance it, spread it out, counterweight heavier areas with lighter areas."

ID Pt 3: Splatter

The World's first Crossword

By Arthur Wynne, December 1913, from the New York World.

"The first crosswords appeared in England during the 19th century. They were of an elementary kind, apparently derived from the word square, a group of words arranged so the letters read alike vertically and horizontally, and printed in children's puzzle books and various periodicals."

http://inventors.about.com/gi/dynamic/offsite.htm?site=http://www.crosswordtournament.com/more/wynne.html

Webs Pt 3:

Webs part 2:

Jeremy Deller

Webs pt 1:

The Art of Logic

PuZZles in History

/www.pennypress.com/solvers/history.shtml

The occult symbolism

dot-to-dot in the sky

http://philologos.org/__eb-tws/chap33.htm

ID pt 2- Lines and Creases

ID pt 1- Dots

What is drawing?

mark making


Web Definitions

d
r
a
w
i
n
g

slow soft silent understanding









space







time







love of life

>>

distant lights at the end of the tunnel stencilled with the 20-somethin' tag
i'll jump on the band wagon once I've passed my driving test

Mi need fi buy flim becaa’ no flim in’ai camra.

inside. outback. two. front.

lack of sleep
lack of appetite
loss of self

wearing black pyjama's

the evening mourning

As time goes by

A kiss is just a kiss
A smile is just a smile
And priority seats are offered to those less able to stand.

gutta instinct

There's no vibration greater than that of sub-bass
Low frequencies suggesting there's more to the soul than meets the ear

Dancin' Prayer

Let us not be seen to be scene but be seen to be feeling

Let us move the music as it moves our white soles that we refuse to get dirty

Let us find our emotion, grab the bass line vibrations and mix them with our own chemistry to suit whatever ailment we wish to cure

Let us stomp our feet, grind our teeth, rock our heads, move our bodies, smile, laugh and convulse until the drums have beaten out all concern, all worry, all self into the brightness of the lights

Let our ears eat the beats as if they were Nourishment

Claustrophobia Cure